justalittleshare

"I want a home with private library"

Sun, 22 Apr 2012 03:17:56 -0400

“I want a home with private library”

- FT

dalam rangka memendam rasa mangkel mahasiswa itu sudah bukan siswa lagi. karena itu saya kadang2...

Wed, 22 Feb 2012 06:04:19 -0500

*dalam rangka memendam rasa mangkel*

mahasiswa itu sudah bukan siswa lagi. karena itu saya kadang2 ngerasa jengah ngeliat kelakuan mahasiswa baru yang masih menganggap mereka masih sokalah pakai baju seragam. okelah itu hak mereka. cuma ya.. mungkin karena saya sebagai mahasiswa tuwir melihatnya sebagai sesuatu yang aneh aja. mereka kemana mana masih bergerumbul sama temen2 ceweknya. oke, itu agak wajar sih. revisi, itu wajar buat sebagian orang. tapi kalo buat mengambil tindakan aja masih nebeng orang, itu yang saya amat sangat tidak setuju. hanya karena seseorang itu adalah temen kamu, gak berarti semua hal yang kamu lakuin harus bareng dia kan? memilih matkul A karena temenmu milih matkul A. fine lah. lha kalo temenmu milih buat drop out (misalnya), mau ikutan drop out juga ya? mahasiswa itu harus mulai berpikir mandiri, meyakini yang dia lakuin itu benar, meskipun kata teme temennya salah atau kurang tepat atau gimana lah. berteman bukan berarti satu prinsip. lain lagi kalo emang ada kesamaan prinsip dalam kalian berteman, itu wajar. makanya heran aja ini ngeliat mereka mereka yang sekiranya udah tau mau memutuskan apa dan bagaimana, lalu menjadi kebingungan sendiri karena temennya gak demikian. beda prinsip woy -_______________-“

satu lagi. mahasiswa itu mandiri dari orang tua. bukan lepas dari orang tua ya. mahasiswa itu bukannya selalu mencari perlindungan dari orang tua. kamu udah memilih jalanmu krn orang tuamu. ya sudah, jadikan itu masalahmu saja. herannya, kamu memilih bertameng pada orang tuamu. orang tuamu yang sibuk membela dirimu, sementara kamu hanya ongkang ongkang aja menunggu dan menikmati hasilnya. kamu itu masih anak kecil banget ya? heran deh.. jangan jangan kamu nanti kalau kamu ada masalah di pekerjaanmu juga kamu bakal berlindung di balik orang tuamu ya? ergh~

ada sebuah cerita bagiku indah. istimewa aku tak pernah berpikir keputusan memilikimu itu salah yang...

Thu, 16 Feb 2012 10:46:37 -0500

ada sebuah cerita

bagiku indah. istimewa

aku tak pernah berpikir keputusan memilikimu itu salah

yang aku ingin hanya mencintaimu seutuhnya, memilikimu seutuhnya,

suatu hari nanti

dan apa pun yang akan datang akan kuhadapi

karena aku telah memikirkan semuanya

dan keyakinanku tetap bertahan untuk selalu memilikimu

aku sayang kamu

everytime we end fighting, I guess I can’t feel nothing but love you even more and more.. I...

Sun, 22 Jan 2012 13:05:24 -0500

everytime we end fighting, I guess I can’t feel nothing but love you even more and more.. I love you my guy <3

I want to hug you know. I miss you so bad

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 09:42:59 -0500

I want to hug you know. I miss you so bad

I don’t ask for your 24/7. but if you disappear, I feel like I’m dying. don’t you...

Mon, 16 Jan 2012 09:36:22 -0500

I don’t ask for your 24/7. but if you disappear, I feel like I’m dying. don’t you know it hurts me the most? waiting in vain. you don’t want me to disappear without telling you a word, so DO I.

finally I can have your picture being my laptop’s background <3

Sun, 15 Jan 2012 11:40:43 -0500

finally I can have your picture being my laptop’s background <3

oh My GOD, why is the topic back about marriage? kyaaaaaaaa. i am afraid of it :(. but speaking of...

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 02:14:00 -0500

oh My GOD, why is the topic back about marriage? *kyaaaaaaaa*. i am afraid of it :(. but speaking of which, i have some marriage ideals ehehe

this kind of wedding is very perfect to me. simple, yet sweet and memorable. unyu banget <3

and i also have some beautiful pre-wed photoshoot, which actually makes me wanting to make some for me too hehe.

I LOVE CANDID PHOTOSHOOOT. it’s the best.

courtesy of thepinkcampagne

courtesy of fatiniz

courtesy of kertasputeh

much LOVE for th

everybody keeps talking about marriage. you know what? it sounds like a thunder in the middle of the...

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 09:37:42 -0500

everybody keeps talking about marriage. you know what? it sounds like a thunder in the middle of the drought. why I tell so? because.. I’m.. not.. ready.. for.. maaaarrriaaage. NOT READY!

I keep telling myself that I’m still 17 y.o. haha! taking one step to a more serious one a.k.a. marriage doesn’t sound like a good news for me now. I’m not ready! to me, marriage is a sacred thing, one and only. I just can’t imagine how I can take care of husband and children. not to mention that I don’t want to have a marriage, but, seriously, I don’t want to have it in young age. not at least until I’m 25 y.o. People here call it “unstable”, and yes, to be honest I’m still unstable to think about marriage. i want it to be perfect. perfect husband-to-be (I have one now *happy face*), perfect financial thingy, and perfect mentality. I only have the first one (amin), but the last two don’t; not yet. I want my future children to be settled, I don’t want to sacrifice their needs if my financial doesn’t support them. At least, if I have enough money to build a family, I’ll start thinking about making one of my own. and I will have idealism just like my mom; at least: a small house by my own and a car, whether it’s a brand new one or second-handed, as long as it can keep my children staying out of the bad weather.

and what about mentality? well yeah, I’m sure, becoming older and older will make me a wise adult. that will bring a good mentality too, won’t it? but then, God have the way to lead me into a marriage. again, maaarrriaaaaage.

"when words and visual creation can’t hold what’s inside my heart, I can’t stop..."

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 06:23:26 -0500

“when words and visual creation can’t hold what’s inside my heart, I can’t stop myself but cry”

I Hate You

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 06:14:18 -0500

I hate the way you don’t call, I hate the way you don’t text, I hate the way you don’t tell me where you are, I hate the way you disappear, I hate the way you ignore me, I hate the way you’re not around, I hate the way I lose my sight of you, I hate the way I feel lonely, I hate the way I feel so weak because of you for whatever you do to make me cry, I hate you, I hate you so much.. I want you now but you’re nowhere.. :’(

you’d better say don’t call, you’d better say I’m gone, you’d better have me not worried so much of you that I want you here NOW. Baby I hate you so much for letting me wait in worries

I can never be able to be mad at you, not at all. but there is something you should know about...

Sun, 08 Jan 2012 04:54:00 -0500

I can never be able to be mad at you, not at all. but there is something you should know about trust. you can never get it unless you can keep it

A: Kamu percaya aku?

Sun, 08 Jan 2012 04:34:26 -0500

A: Kamu percaya aku?
B : APAKAH KAMU BISA DIPERCAYA?

"I think about you constantly, whether it’s with my mind or my heart"

Fri, 06 Jan 2012 12:16:22 -0500

“I think about you constantly, whether it’s with my mind or my heart”

- Albany Bach Reid

picture taken from girlposts on twitter love the words so...

Fri, 06 Jan 2012 03:01:47 -0500

picture taken from girlposts on twitter

love the words so much!

Take this survey How did it all begin? somewhere someda Where did you meet? campus When did you...

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 10:30:31 -0500

Take this survey

How did it all begin?

somewhere someda

Where did you meet?

campus

When did you meet?

forget. at night, after maghrib

Was it love at first sight?

how old were you both?

not much having age difference

When did you have your first kiss?

skip this questio

Where was your first date?

call it WTC, when I got my cell phone fixed

How long until you met the parents?

not long :)

When was it official?

at that time too

The good…

Whats your happiest memory of him?

new year’s eve

Whats the sweetist thing he has ever done for you?

wipe my tears, and tell me not to cry because I’m with him

Does he buy you lots of gifts?

not lots, but memorable

Whats your favorite thing to do together?

talking at my house

When did you know you were falling in love?

when I feel awkward getting close to anyone else but him

Who said I love you first?

him :)

Is it true love?

i believe it is

How do you know this?

we’ve got somewhat connection :P

The bad…

Whats his worst habit?

prefer not to tell

What annoys you about him?

prefer not to tell

Has he ever hurt you badly?

once yes, and it did.. hurt

Would he ever cheat?

Has he ever cheated?

prefer not to tell

Do you trust him?

yes

The ugly….

Best facial feature?

smile and eyes

Favorite part of his body?

height

Hair colour?

black

What does he smell of?

axe body spray <3

Whats he wearing when you picture him in your head?

that white lovely shirt

Intimacy…

How do you feel when he holds you?

feels like I’m home

How do you feel when you fall asleep and wake up in his arms?

Idk. amazed, perhaps?

Your forehead?

feeling so loved

Deep and meaningfull…

Could you be without him?

i dont think so :(

Do you think about him constantly when your apart?

no doubt

How long have you been together?

for months

Can you see a future together?

i see him as my future

Would you like to get married?

Have children?

yeeees

Where can you see your relationship in a years time?

maybe long distance :’(

5 years time?

nearly into marriage

Do you know there is definatly no-one better out there for you?

i do

How do you know this?

my thoughts

Are you scared he might find someone better?

sometimes :(

Is he your best friend as well as your lover?

my friend, my enemy, my mood booster, my everything

Does he come first over everyone else in your life?

what?

On a lighter note…

Whats the funniest thing you have ever done together?

almost losing his ties, got flown by the wind

Say something that only you two understand

zata

Do you have nick names for each other?

iyeah :D

Does he make you laugh?

yes :)

Do you wrestle?

sometimes

Is he tickelish?

Are you?

hell yeah

His Favorites…

Food?

something called jengkol lol

Drink?

fresh water

Sport?

gymnastic

Past time?

idk

Animal?

fish!

Aftershave?

idk

Clothing style?

polo

Band?

slank?

Music?

up beat things

Your things….

Song?

anything goes romantic

DVD?

any

Place to hang out?

bookstore

Meal to cook together?

instant noodles =.=

Lasts…

Time you saw him?

today

Kissed him?

that morning

Spoke to him?

today

The last text he sent you?

couple hours ago

When will you…

See him again?

sooner

Speak to him again?

very soon

Tell him you love him again?

TONIGHT

Have you ever?

Spent the night together?

yes, talking, eating

Celebrated a holiday together?

yes

Met his parents?

nope

Made him cry?

almost

Done anything spontaneous together?

yes

Is this love?

YES!

taken from myspacebulletins.com

i hope you read this sweetie

"I get jealous of every couples who bring their status in public"

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 06:19:38 -0500

“I get jealous of every couples who bring their status in public”

courtesy to polyvore.com it has always been you :)

Wed, 04 Jan 2012 04:51:00 -0500

courtesy to polyvore.com

it has always been you :)

well.. I’ve never written it before about who I’m actually falling in love with.. Idk...

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 09:27:06 -0500

well.. I’ve never written it before about who I’m actually falling in love with.. Idk why I have this sense of writing mood. just call him Mr X. or if you’ve read any of my posts, you’ll actually find his name initial hehe.. I don’t want to tell a name. I’m sure, without being written, someday he’ll find this blog out and realize that he’s the one I write about. this is not a broken heart post, fyi. so this guy.. I think he’s the cutest person I’ve ever met. He seems so to me

I won’t let you go anymore

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 09:01:01 -0500

I won’t let you go anymore

justalittleshare

"I want a home with private library"

*dalam rangka memendam rasa mangkel* mahasiswa itu sudah bukan siswa lagi. karena itu saya kadang2...

ada sebuah cerita bagiku indah. istimewa aku tak pernah berpikir keputusan memilikimu itu salah yang...

everytime we end fighting, I guess I can’t feel nothing but love you even more and more.. I...

I want to hug you know. I miss you so bad

I don’t ask for your 24/7. but if you disappear, I feel like I’m dying. don’t you...

finally I can have your picture being my laptop’s background <3

oh My GOD, why is the topic back about marriage? *kyaaaaaaaa*. i am afraid of it :(. but speaking of...

everybody keeps talking about marriage. you know what? it sounds like a thunder in the middle of the...

"when words and visual creation can’t hold what’s inside my heart, I can’t stop..."

I Hate You

I can never be able to be mad at you, not at all. but there is something you should know about...

A: Kamu percaya aku?

"I think about you constantly, whether it’s with my mind or my heart"

picture taken from girlposts on twitter love the words so...

Take this survey How did it all begin? somewhere someda Where did you meet? campus When did you...

"I get jealous of every couples who bring their status in public"

courtesy to polyvore.com it has always been you :)

well.. I’ve never written it before about who I’m actually falling in love with.. Idk...

I won’t let you go anymore

dalam rangka memendam rasa mangkel mahasiswa itu sudah bukan siswa lagi. karena itu saya kadang2...

oh My GOD, why is the topic back about marriage? kyaaaaaaaa. i am afraid of it :(. but speaking of...